Sunday, December 23, 2007

Sick (song)

I feel so sick
I see everything I’ve done wrong
Notwithstanding the good I’ve done
I wish there was a song to hear or some words to read
To make me satisfied with me
But there’s nothing
I see the real me
It makes me sick
I make me sick

The fourth line is the reason I typed this. I wanted some way of falling asleep feeling like something's complete, like I didn't have to ignore something or shove it under the rug. I'm still searching for whatever that is. Does it exist?

Bedshaped by Keane is my best attempt for tonight

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