I Hope

I just want to feel… ok
I just don’t want to feel this way
How? You ask
Not home. I say
I’ve never been there
Never felt how I know I should
There’s more, I’ve heard in a thousand stories
There’s a place called home
Where your family is always your biggest fan
And you can tell your friends the world and…
There’s no reason for them not to tell
And the darker secrets of one’s life
Need not hold you in fear
And in death could I find my home?
Could I find a place…
Could I find it?
Where you don’t see
All the ways I’ve marred me
I don’t really believe
I dare to hope is all
I hope
God
If you’re real
I think you should know
I hope