Disappointed

Maybe I'm hateful
Maybe I'm so damn spiteful
Maybe I can't forgive you
Maybe I'm, maybe
So what!

I'm disappointed in you
I'm so tired of you
Disappointed with me
So damn tired of me

Maybe I hate you
Maybe I cannot take you anymore
Maybe I won't forgive you
Maybe I, maybe
So what!

Why can't we separate
You're in my blood it seems
Why can't we separate
Swimming through my veins in seems

And maybe I, maybe I
So what!

I hate you
I'm so damn spiteful
I won't forgive you
And I'm, and I'm

Disappointed, disappointed
Why can't I leave you?
Disappointed, disappointed
Why can't I leave you?
Disappointed, disappointed
Why can't I leave you?
Disappointed, disappointed
Why can't I leave you?

This song was heavily influenced by “Passive” by a Perfect Circle. It was a stretch for me lyrically, because I've been very intent on not directing hate towards anyone. It was uncomfortable letting those things surface, but I think it's a necessary part of life.

When I started this song, I didn't have any particular person or situation in mind, but as I was writing it two situations seemed to fit. First, my parents, who have dealt with an unloving and unfaithful relationship for years; and second, a couple of friends who got into a long-distance relationship and never trusted each other not to cheat.