Thursday, May 27, 2010

I'm a screaming Nihilist... what now?


Thanks to  Stephen Poff of Flickr for the pic... Awesome leap!

As Showbread would say: No sir, Nihilism is not Practical.

It's not practical, but I believe it to be the most correct view there is based upon the evidence and I've never been one to follow or believe something due to convenience. So, the question still remains: what now?

Tomorrow I'm gonna go rock climbing. Why? I have no fucking clue. When I finally get done with my work week, I'm going to get raging drunk with a friend I haven't seen for more than a year. We'll have a great time, and I'll probably pass out on her couch. The next morning will be hell. Why you ask, cause I could do that or I could be doing nothing. Nothing is nothing. It's not worthwhile, so I might as well enjoy what little time I have as a self aware being.

It feels stupid to have the whole of humanity boil down to something so simple. I've searched everything, but it all goes back to enjoy it! It's the only life we've got and whether or not I save the world doesn't make a damn difference. If I enjoyed myself and can still live with myself, I'm more of a success than the majority of the planet.

So it's a dismal view on humanity and existence, but it's a great view on life in general. Every door is open to me. Nothing in the world matters, so there's nothing I cannot do. Life watch out! Here I come!!!!!!!

Currently listening to: Sticks and Stones by Jamie T


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