Alive

You've never felt so bad before
But you have no idea why
You've got everything, still you're doubting
You feel guilty for wasted time

You cry out begging for forgiveness
And secretly wonder if He's there
Apathy takes over
Existence continues

Is there anything here?
But politics and lies
I don't want another sermon
I want to feel alive

You wake up half past seven
Hit the snooze a second time
Hope to God the day goes quickly
So you can rest another night

You're fearful of your every heartbeat
And wonder what happens when you die
Sleep can't take over
You cry through the night

Is there anything to this?
Is our "faith" a lie
I can't bear another lesson
I just need to feel alive

He proved the failure with a leap
A leap, a cut, a drug
They said he was a sinner
One of "them", he never knew
You may pity this man
But can you say he isn't you?