My Sister

First off, this is not a pic of my sister, since I keep things 99% anonymous

It just fits the blog

I give kudos to "nyki_m" from flickr for the pic

http://www.flickr.com/photos/nyki_m/

Well, for all of my faithful non-viewers, you may not know that I am a brother. Yep, and I care a hell of a lot about my sister. Yep, and I'm worried as hell about her.

My sister is very much an idealist. She needs her world to be perfect and it distresses her to no end when (like it always is) things are not that way. I'm worried about her especially now cause I can no longer be a steady point for her to fall back on. There is the problem that I live several thousand miles away, but the bigger one is that I do not live in her version of a perfect world. I have been a point of distress for her, since as a decidedly non-religious person a lot things I do are deeply offensive to her. No, more than that, I am deeply offensive to her, who I am is what offends her. 

I hate to see my sister like this, but I don't think there is anything I can do to help her. In fact, me even talking about what is happening in my life may hurt the situation.

Ahh! I've got a ton of random thoughts about this, but they aren't nearly organized enough to blog it, I barely got that out.