Nervous

why am I so scared
these days can be decieving
giving way to fear
in an open field with no danger near

Why is this so hard to believe
It's all in my mind you see
and my mind is a hard thing to break
and even harder to fix

consequences for anything
and this is eating me
cause I'm afraid I'll never make it through
in a lonely land with no compromise

Still scared to live and die
gotta keep the wheels spinning
got to keep the lifeboat floating
gotta keep dragging one foot in front of the other
and maybe I'll outrun the fear

I'm scared of everything it seems
I'm ashamed to say this is me