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Pointless
No purpose
So dark
Oh it don’t need to be
Just the thing
It’s what it is
I suppose
And I choose
This way I guess
My own private
Hell life
Out of site
Need to say goodnight
But I’m tired
Of waking up
To a nothing day
With nothing to say
And no meaningful way
Of living
So I type into the night
About my and the world’s plight
But no one likes to read
So I type for me
And I die trying to see
Why is there me
And why am I here
And what’s gonna happen next year
The news will talk a ton
About the awful thing we’ve done
And how this year
Is the worst it’s ever been
But I’m tired
And do I care
Is there enough beyond my doorstep
To step out
To take a risk
To take a chance
And believe
There is anything at all
Worthwhile
Just want to sleep tonight
And know I’ve grown
That I’m stronger
That I’m better
And that I woke up for a reason
And I earned my sleep
These raving disappoint me
Cause there’s nowhere else at all
That they bring me to
So I try to find revelation
In someone else song
In someone else’s story
In someone else’s thought
But thoughts are tainted
By politic
The lies
And the desire
For power
I’m running out of steam
And I wonder
If this got me closer to me
To some sort of understanding
No way
A wasted day